So I’m really sorry. I wanted to get my holiday gift guide out and have all of this stuff done and over with but I kinda let other things get into my head. And those things were a guy and the negative emotions that went with him. So in the spirit of sharing my life with you guys, I want to tell you a little bit about it.
It seems silly but I haven’t been in a good place this week and it is all because of a boy. I got caught up in the idea of him, and I made him a person in my life to support me when I was down even though we rarely talked to one another. I would get myself worked up over not talking to him when I had the chance or not asking him out or just mad that he existed because I’ve realized that that wasn’t a normal crush, it was a twisted dependency on a person who wasn’t really there for me.
So what am I gonna do about it? Well , for starters, telling you guys helps so much! Just the act of me admitting to the internet as well as myself calms me and helps me to work things out. The next thing is I’m just gonna do more of what I love, and stay as positive as possible about all of the change going on around me. I know that it will be hard, but I don’t like feeling this way. And lastly, I’ve reminded myself, and will keep reminding myself, that I have amazing friends and family that are so supportive. And I have you guys! You’re amazing and wonderful and I can’t thank you enough for just being there!
Alright so now that that’s out of the way, I’m gonna put together a sexy outfit to boost my confidence! What better way to feel better about yourself? Also stay tuned for all of the happy holiday cheer will be coming soon (probably tomorrow)!
Peace, Love, and Baby Ducks,